2 posts tagged “people suck”

I have got to come to terms with the fact that the one consistency in my life will always be that I have "friends" who fail to live up to my expectations.  I know I tend to have high expectations, but are they too high?  I don't think so.  I just hate it when I put myself out there to try to be a good friend to someone, only to be disappointed by their apparent lack of reciprocity.  I give of myself without expecting anything in return except to be treated the same way that I have treated them.  I give of myself and get nothing in return except for grandiosity and narcissism.  So once again I find myself walking away from someone I thought was a friend.  Someone whom I thought I could count on.  Someone who clearly only gives a shit about number one.

Thank you so very much for calling me at 2:22 this morning!  I really appreciate you waking me up in the middle of the night, because I really didn't need to get too much sleep.  After all I haven't slept well in the past three nights and was afraid that last night might have been the first actual full night of sleep I've had in a while.